Emotionally, I am doing a lot better than I started out. In June, I cried nearly every single day. In July, I still cried quite often {probably too often for my husband's liking}, and there were many days where I felt that would always be the case. In August I began to turn a corner, and although there were definitely still tears, hidden away in my pillow, typing at my computer, or while alone in the shower, there were on average more positive days than painful ones. It's now September, and I am doing my best to keep moving forward... trying my best to remain grateful for the blessings I do have in my life, positive about our future, and hopeful that this month, or some month very soon, we'll be lucky enough to get pregnant again.
"We cannot change yesterday, we can only make the most of today, and look with hope toward tomorrow." - Unknown
I'm so very grateful for all the support I've received over the past few months; from my loving husband, my golden-hearted BFF, and my many online group chat board comrades out there on the world wide web. I don't think I could've made it through this experience {mostly} unscathed without you.
Hi, there. I'm reading along. I am so sorry for your loss and I feel for you deeply. I lost my own angel a few weeks ago and it is one of the hardest things I've ever been through. Thank you for sharing your experience on here. I found you because I was looking for women who had gone through it too. You are one of the reasons I started a blog because I thought it would be a good outlet. Come check it out if you get a chance: thereisahigherhope.blogspot.com
ReplyDeleteI'm signing up to follow you. Have a blessed day! -Mel
Hi MEL, thank you so much for reading and for your heartfelt comment. I sincerely appreciate both your sympathy and support, and am so sorry to hear about your own loss. Experiencing a miscarriage is so very difficult; it's important that women who have been there help each other through it! I absolutely will check out your blog, thanks so much for sharing it with me!
DeleteMy heart breaks for you... I know the sorrow and hidden tears that come with a miscarriage. Take as much time as you need to heal and cry as much as you need to. It never gets easy, but it does get easier with time. Your baby was important and even though it's little life was way too short, it's worth remembering. Hang in there.
ReplyDeleteHi jojocardosa, thank you so much for the support! It means a lot to hear positive encouragement. I hope you're doing well!
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